So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breathe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe

I recommend listening to that song. Believe by The Bravery.

Before I start might I add that I am officially done with my presentation. Its in a nice and shiny powerpoint presentation for tomorrow. Here is to hoping these cold symptoms don't progress any further than they have. Otherwise, I will be fucked.

I'm exhausted. This has literally been the worst weekend of my life. Today I think determination won out for me long enough so I could get my project done. And I think I am too mentally exhausted to block out the dark cloud that is hovering around me. Give me another hour or so and I will be back in my fits of hysteria. I can feel it creeping back up on me.

Newsflash: I'm going insane. Yes, I am.

I'm just having issues. Trust issues. Abandonment issues. People issues. Emotional issues. I think if I had the health insurance I would make the docs put me back on anti-depressants. This semester has taken its toll on me. Funny thing is, its not the work. Its the social aspect of it. Oh yes. I forgot to mention internet issues as well.

Grand, I'm physically shaking. Chicken noodle soup or spaghetti? Its all I have left in the pantry. They never came to fix my fridge Friday and since I have eaten out the past two days I really can't afford to again. I think we are going with chicken noodle. Its cold and rainy out. Then later...coffee.

So now that this has turned into a rather pointless ramble I shall make my exit now.